Tomorrow is Jake's 10th birthday. Jeff never grew up celebrating birthdays but tomorrow means a lot to him. His baby is just a little bit older. He wishes he could be around to see his children get a little bit older. I've said it before, that it's what hurts the most. But we are trying our best to be happy and celebrate all these moments that we have together as a family.
Today was a long, hot day. Why does this summer have to be so brutal in so many ways? Luke and Jeff worked on a plow most of the day in the heat. Jeff is worn out again. I want him to rest more ..... because..... I just think he should. And he never wants to rest.
I read a beautiful article today that has been in my heart all day. It said to breathe in love and spirit and breath out sorrow. Yes.
I'm going to try that.
Leta
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