It's still hard

The hospice nurse came out yesterday and she was so nice.  She put us right at ease and  took charge.  We loved that!  Jeff is taking specific medication for bone pain and nerve pain now and as of today they are working.  He feels much better and has eaten more today.  He went out and rode pens with both his boys today and feels like he can ride with Gracie in the morning.  What a blessing!

I went to a delightful baby shower today and had such a good time.  I laughed and remembered and had a fabulous afternoon. Sydnee Schacher is already blessed and she isn't even born yet!

I am thankful tonight for friends and memories of my babies.  I am thankful for getting to be a witness to pure joy.  I am thankful that Jeff's pain is being better managed and he is getting some relief.  We are always overwhelmed by all the grace, but humbly excepting it the best we can. 

Carrying on,
Leta