A Break

There has been a unexpected break. Isn't that just how life is? You think it's one way and then it's not. Repeat that to yourself. That is my life and you have no idea. The break is not earth shattering, but very meaningful. I am volunteering at school. Those are some small words but they are working for me. I use to teach school - 14 years ago was my last day, the day Gracie was born. I've been home ever since. I've been busy raising kids, paying the bills, keeping the house, cooking, cleaning, taking care of a sick husband. I really do need to redefine myself! So a couple of weeks ago I jumped at the chance, hesitantly, and volunteered in 3rd and 4th grade to help them get ready for the STAAR test. I've been there everyday for 3 weeks and those children have breathed their joy and energy right into me. It's been an unexpected blessing that I will gladly take. I should have remembered. I should have known. Children can do that. I am moving in a familiar way and stretching some forgotten muscles. Man, those kids! Loving them all. Being on my A Game. Doing my best. Trying to be patient. Teaching them and helping our school. Thank you God for this little moment. And bless those children. Here's my secret. When I talk to them, when I help them, when I teach them I also pray over them. And it is healing me. My family is doing well. My kids are growing and adjusting and moving forward. Gracie is 14 on Monday. Luke will graduate in May. Jake is so much happier. Life is moving forward and we seem to have jumped into the current that is moving us along. Love, Leta